This is actually a song written for someone who, at the time, didn’t have the strength to vocalize her pain.
I bet she makes you feel younger,
I bet she satisfies the hunger,
I bet she lies on my side
but doesn’t see through my eyes.
I just wanted to say that I can’t pick up the phone
without wondering if you aren’t alone
and I’ve lost all faith
trying to push a rock that’s too well seated.
I’m just awake in this bad dream,
I’m just awake in this bad dream.
But what if I don’t pick up the phone
or give you the satisfaction or closure at all.
Maybe I’m no longer awake in this bad dream.
I’m just awake.
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